BY GEORGE
George Butterworth, English Composer, 12 July, 1885 – 5 August, 1916
“. . . the most obvious case of ‘what if...?’ left to us from the battlefields of France . . .”
Watching morning light
flood the valley below
listening to an idyll
playing on my stereo
Banks of Green Willow
I take a sip
from my mug
strong Aussie Breakfast Tea
think about
the music
one of the last pieces
the composer wrote
before he was killed
in the Battle of the Somme
For King George and country
the War to End All Wars
Wonder does it matter, really
that he died so young
In the sense
he’d long be dead by now anyway
if he’d survived
the Great War
and Spanish Flu
lived to some ripe old age
But tell myself it does
It does matter
Because the world wants to know
would his art have changed
become different over time
what more would he
have given to us
I lean back against the sofa
finish my tea
let the sun
warm my shoulders
And realize too
that it matters to me
personally
in a backhanded
laisser-faire
lesson-teaching kind of way
Because
there’s nothing whatsoever
I can do
here and now
to make it otherwise
I couldn’t even if I’d lived back then
He was killed defending the Empire
It happened and that’s that
All I
can do now
here
is listen
to what he wrote
I get up
pour myself another mug of tea
replay the CD
come back to the couch
watch a hawk
circling above the valley
and am thankful
for what I’ve got
In this case
my sunlit morning
and the blessing
the gift
of a soldier’s idyll
to start of my day